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Saturday, January 8th, 2005
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4:20 pm - Этот стишок посвещён одной девушке, которую насильна лишили лучшего друга..
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Я не люблю когда мне врут, но от правды я тоже устал.
Я попытался найти приют.. Мне говорят что я плохо искал..
Но никуда и никогда я не лез, меня сами все нашли.
Хочу я чтоб убрались, от меня подальше они!
Пошли все подальше, дайти мне жить так как я хочю.
Мне всё надоело, я ничего больше не ищю.
Всё что мог я себе пожелать, уже было в моих руках.
Но я был обобран чужими желаниями, и остался один как червяк.
current mood:  disappointed
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| Friday, December 17th, 2004
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5:25 am - Глюки..
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"Мы вчера у тети Вали
Сарафан с веревки сняли
А саму, как ни пыхтели
Снять с веревки не сумели..."
Я себя чувствую как тётя Валя. Сугоднешный день был посвещён алкаголю. Опять. Точнее - бутылке красного вина. Оно было очень вкусное, но последний бакал был явно лишним. В школу я, как не странно, попала вовреме, даже не знаю что это сомной.. И как на зло нам отменили первый урок. Выходя курит я встретила моего пида.. ээ, директора.. которий мне оконьчятелно испортил настроение. В тот момент я поняла что так дело не пойдёт и что обратно в школу мне уже, увы, не суждено попасть.
Законьчелось это утро весёлай поездкай в Гило и полдневнай пьянкой.
А кстати.. Сегодне случилась ещё одна интересная штука. Сидя с пацанон которого знаю лет с 8, мы вдруг поняли что ми друг-другу нравимся. Решили попробавать, посмотрим чё из этого получиться..
current mood:  cynical
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| Wednesday, September 4th, 2002
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10:34 pm - Tattoo
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I finally did my tattoo 2 days ago, I went with a small crow with a red lining, it looks fucking cool. When the defected skin peels off and the real tattoo will show it's face I'll post a pic.. if I'll remember.
Nikki - What's your Email? I have one but I don't think it's your current one.
Also, did you get my letter?
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| Friday, July 26th, 2002
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3:34 am
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| Tuesday, July 23rd, 2002
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3:37 am - Being sick really sucks dick.
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But The Osbournes really rock. I swear that is the funniest show I've seen in the past few months, there's all this crappy tv around here and it's just getting to the point where it's annoying.. But I swear that show is like about me and my family, except we're not FILTHY rich. On second thought it could basically be about any family to an extent, which is what makes it good, all the cursing and but ofcourse laughing at Ozzy (who - with all due respect - is slowly falling apart) makes it funny too which scores points with me.
You know something, it's funny how when you're sick people call, sure yeah they all go "oh I'll come visit you" and bla bla bla.. then slowly the conversation shifts from being about you to being about the caller and they find themselves talking to the coffee table for an hour. Of course after pranks like that I didn't get a visit heh. But hey what do you want I'm at home with a 39c fever last thing I need is other people's shit on my head so..
I'm supposed to mail 2 letters, I still haven't even gotten my ass moving about it, I get constantly reminded by fucking everyone to move my ass but hey if it doesn't want to be moved... better respect it's wishes >:)
But I'm supposed to do a whole shit load of things, I mean I'm bored all day long basically, had I done half the things I should I would be set by now till the end of the year probably.
Sunday I'm gonna have a good laugh, I'm going down town with my friend so he can get his tongue pierced >:) Oh yeah, I remember that, OH YEAH I'm gonna laugh.
I'm gonna be a bitch and eat something really crunchy infront of him afterwards so he can drool and bleed and ache lol >:)
Anyway.. I decided I don't really care who reads this, and if they're stupid enough to bitch about it later that's fine for them I guess, I'm witting this for myself, it's like a personal journal I just don't mind people knowing how I think or what I do, or where I stand and shit, so it's really not a problem when people wanna read this.
current mood:  artistic
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| Tuesday, April 23rd, 2002
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12:37 am - GGGRRR
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From this day on, all entries are Friend oriented ONLY! Thanks Amit, you little shit bag, if you think I'm this stupid then you must be even dumber.
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| Saturday, April 20th, 2002
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4:40 pm - Shitty day that'd be A, fucking bastards that'd be B
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A:
Yesterday was a day full of shit, was messed up, and I got screwed over in every possible way there is. I hated it.
B:
Due to a lot of bitching from mysterious "random" readers, I've decided to say this:
I don't give a fuck about what you think. Don't tell me who I am what I am and how I should act because I don't know you and I could give a shit less about you, and even if I do know you and even if this is a group of "friends" of mine that's playing a trick on me then fucking stop it 'cause it's not amusing and it's not even entertaining.
Also, not EVERYTHING I write on here is the absolute truth, I write as I see fit, I write things the way *I* see them, so if I said I think someone had a crush on me and they didn't for example doesn't mean I'm fucking lying means that's what I thought.
ARGH. As if it's not enough that lately people have been all over my fucking case now they accuse me of shit I never really did, for example a bunch of smart asses think I smoked pot etc etc. Which is *not* true. I never even took a puff and if I did I don't believe I remember it. I've done a lot of stupid shit in my life, but who hasn't? All the shit I have to put up with from everyone is enough of an excuse to be a mental case which I'd like to think I'm not or at least not down to that level yet.
So I'm just saying, this journal is opened for all to view, I have no fucking idea who reads it but I'd like to ask everyone who do that if they don't really know me and don't know who I am then stay the fuck out of my life.
I don't think people realize just how much they get to me, I usually don't care about what people say or think about me anymore as long as the people who truly matter proceed to love me, but you know sometimes it just explodes and I can't help it. At a certain point every insult and every worry I've had in the past couple of months just bursts out and the worst part is when people begin laughing about it. That just pisses me off to like no end how fucking careless can you be even if you're just my acquaintance, I'm not asking you to fucking hug me and listen I'm just asking to fucking butt out at the least.
I had to take 2 fucking nerve calming pills yesterday just to be able to fall asleep even though I was dead tired and wasn't feeling well. So I don't know who's reading this but whoever you fucking are do take notes and further on stay out of my fucking life.
current mood: aggravated
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| Monday, March 25th, 2002
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4:17 am - another meaningless test
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1. If you could build a house anywhere, where would it be?
Ireland I think
2. What's your favorite article of clothing?
long black medieval dress
3. Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex?
hhm, whatever stands out in beauty, but usually the hair or eyes
4. What's the last CD you bought?
sheesh, i think Staind - Break the cycle
5. Where's your favorite place to be?
the beach at night
6. Where's your least favorite place to be?
school
7. What's your favorite place to be massaged?
ummm, shoulders
8. Whats most important, strong in mind or strong in body?
both
9. What time do you wake in the morning?
either way too fucking early, or way way too late
10. What's your favorite kitchen appliance?
knife
11. What makes you really angry?
most of my ex bfs seem to be doing a great job at that lately
12. If you could play any instrument, what would it be?
guitar, electric guitar
13. Favorite colour?
black
14. Which do you prefer, sports car or SUV?
a nice Harley Davidson, ill let you know when i can afford one too
15. Do you believe in after life?
I don't believe I could be that unlucky, so no
16. Favorite children's book?
i honestly don't really remember them so none
17. What is your favorite season?
fall, its got something beautiful yet melancholic about it
18. What's your least favorite household chore?
doing the dishes
19. If you could have one super power what would it be?
move things with my mind
20. If you have a tattoo, what is it?
not yet, but ill get the angel i have as my lj pic tattooed as soon as i get my ass down to a parlor in tel aviv
21. Can you juggle?
i can try :)
22. The one person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to?
id have to say david
23. What's your favorite day?
any day that goes well
24. What's in the trunk of your car?
when i can afford a car, ill put something in the trunk, promise
25. Which do you prefer, sushi or hamburger?
hamburger
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3:54 am - irrelevant test found god knows where..
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RIGHT NOW
01. wearing? Black training pants and a green toned shirt
02. listening to? NIN - closer
03. thinking of? should i go to my ma's office tomorrow
04. feeling? empty, stomach ache
LAST THING YOU...
01. bought? tobacco and some other shit for the hookah
02. did? went running
03. ate & drank? chicken and myranda
04. read? Sherlock holmes
05. watched on tv? 2 houres of figure skating
EITHER / OR
01. club or houseparty? both
02. tea or coffee? coffee
03. high achiever or easy-going? try to be a high achiever
04. beer or cider? beer
05. drinks or shots? drinks then shots >:)
06. cats or dogs? dogs
07. single or taken? envolved
08. pen or pencil? pencil
09. gloves or mittens? mittens if i wanna look good, gloves if im freezing
10. food or candy? food
11. cassette or cd? cd
12. snuff or cigarettes? hookah
13. coke or pepsi? coke
14. hard or mild alcohol? depends on where i am and who im with
15. matches or a lighter? love my zippo
16. sunset beach or the bold and the beautiful? a puke bucket
17. rickie lake or oprah winfrey? neither
WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
01. kill? by the recent list, around 60 people
02. shag? you know who you are
03. slap? you also know who you are
04. hear from? nikki
05. get really wasted with? tomer m
06. tickle? lavi
07. look like? me
08. be like? me
09. avoid? why avoid when you can kill
10. tease? no one
FAVORITE
01. food? too many to list
02. drink? coke
03. color? black
04. album? Toxicity (System of a dawn)
05. shoes? combat boots
06. site? www.stileproject.com
07. dance? mosh pit
08. song? chop suey, her ghost in the fog, brackish, fear of the dark, etc
09. vegetable? carrots , yummy
10. fruit? water melon, melon, apples
11. berry? strawberry
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3:19 am - oh yeah.. that's right..
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ANGELFIRE SUCK.... and they wont allow free image hosting.
current mood: annoyed
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| Thursday, February 28th, 2002
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11:33 pm
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System of a down got that phrase a bit wrong I think.. Angels always deserve to die, and there's no reason to fucking cry about it.
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| Wednesday, January 30th, 2002
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3:07 pm - Moto of the day
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| Sunday, July 8th, 2001
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7:43 am - >:)
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Dear die--ary, today I found out I was ugly on the inside.
current mood:  devious
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